My friend sent me a few texts last night. She made me so jealous!
Guess where she was...Tokyo Dome to attend Arashi's concert!
She has seen them twice now!so unfair XD
I'm happy for her and thankful for the photos she sent me!
Also she told me she bought a towel ^^
It has been 15 years today, i cannot believe it to be honest. 15 years has passed since one of the most beloved people left this world. My mother's aunt, Berta.
She meant the world to me!
It's so weird though, it all happened so fast, you were healthy and suddenly you were gone.
Just a few weeks before it all happened we, mum and i, took her out shopping and she bought a pocket calendar for 1998, but she never got to use it. That was end of November 1997!
Back then i could never imagine she'd leave us.
As both grand parents on my mothers side passed away when i was a toddler, auntie became grandma.
I loved going to her house. I rather spent time in her house than going to our own whenever we went to my mothers hometown.
My mum never understood why i always wanted to go there instead, but what can i say, one of the best people in the world was there!
I remember the day we found out that she'd been taken to hospital, i thought it was a bad joke, and i hoped for her to go home as soon as possible. But she never did.
Mum took me to the hospital and i saw her lying on a bed in this big dark room all alone, with this horribly ugly pajamas on.
She couldn't move, nor speak, she was just lying there.
I think she was in pain, and i still wonder how someone could go from being so healthy to being like a vegetable.
Time passed fast and i never had the time to really say good bye.
I also remember the day she passed away, i was so angry with my mum for not showing up at school as we had a Christmas event.
I was so angry until i saw her sitting with her head down in the kitchen table. That was when she told me...
All my anger turned into confusion.
I didn't have the time to really say goodbye. I never got to say how much she really meant to me.
But i guess God wanted it differently, in away it was goodbye, but i will see her again. Not on this earth but i will see her again!
Today is dedicated to you, Berta♡
I carry you with me everyday in my heart♥
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I found this picture, it's hilarious, i never thought of this before but it sure has a point! ^^
Got the answer from yesterdays final exam, i passed!
So far i have passed all my classes!
Happy days right!
Kinda sad it's soon over but I'm also quite happy!
Also for another class i think i must have got a 90% on it as i got such high final grade!
Well one more exam to go!
It's 7am! I haven't woken up this early in a long time!
Anyway got to get up,eat my medication and go to my 5 hour long exam!
I can promise i will need the whole time to complete it!
Catch you later!
Today i have eaten lots of get better stuff, such as chicken noodle soup, cough drops, medicine, ginger ale... And my roomie kindly went and got me a hot chocolate!
I really hope all this will help me getting better!
I don't need this cold right now!
I have other things that are way more important!!!!!!
Like tonight, an all study night!
Tomorrow i have another exam!
Today is a special day! Final one in a century! It's the final one i will have in life i suppose!
Today should be celebrated some how, but unfortunately i have to study. And I'm so sick, my head won't stop spinning!
I hope i can make it for my final tomorrow. I should have passed consider the final is only 20% of my whole mark.
Also North Korea destroyed today by shooting up their stupid missile in the sky! Of course they just had to choose today!!!
Anyway back to my studies~
Today i went to Walmart, got Canada dry ginger ale, cough drops, and some bananas and bagels, i should last until we leave for Vancouver! ^^
So happy that Sara could take me as i can't go tomorrow evening!
Anyway should study a bit as i have a final tonight.
I asked for a nicer weather, by that i meant warmer...
Sadly i did not get what i wanted!
I went out grocery shopping this morning, what can i say but i thought my nose and fingers were gonna fall off! It was cold into my bones!!!!
Guess the Saskatchewan winter really arrived!
I'm coughing and it feels like my lungs are about to explode!
One of my roomies just went to get me a hot chocolate, the other one told me to ask the third one for a Ginger ale pop as ginger is good for the throat!
It sounds crazy to me but just got it and hope this Canada dry ginger ale will save me!
Got to be able to get through this week!!
During the afternoon i started to feel weird, and now it really feels like I'm coming down with something, i don't have the time to be sick, as finals starts tomorrow!!
Gonna try to sleep now and hope i will feel better in the morning!
Tomorrow my first final kicks off, not really but the first one during finals week!
I'm not too afraid, as i have prepared for the last couple of days.
The one I'm most concern with is the one on Thursday and Next Tuesday, the 18th.
So far i have gone to the gym and just threw in some laundry into the machine..
Time for studying!
