The searching job thing..is HARD!!
Please help me out, Please give me a fulltime job!! I want to decide when to go to Korea, probably in May..but now, it is a bit unsure~~
You see~~
Today my doctor called, and I found out that I will have a surgery in March.
It's scary.. it will be my third time. (third time is a charm..right?)
However I'm scared already, All the fear I had last time (when I was 9 years old), it all came back! And when I was 9 yrs all the fear from when I was 3 yrs old came back.. so I guess..now I feel fear from both times!
However I need to have this surgery, but I'll probably cry all the time.. even just before they will drug me I'll probably cry like a baby!
This sugery, it is for my own good, and I have decided to get it myself since it will help me in the future by having it, (all that kind of crap I do know~)
Seriously I don't know how to express myself.. because the fear and pain just grows~
....
Someone...help me!!!!!!!
m(_ _;)m
Why wasn't I born with healthy eyes?!
Today's mood: Empty
Today's song: 嵐(Arashi) - Beautiful days
1 comment:
Well that's part of life right?... Being in fear and accomplish it. I know it's scary.. Hospitals are my biggest fear (I don't think I would be as brave as you are).
You can do it.. don't worry too much...
Aja aja,
T-xo
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