Jag tror att jag fått ett jobb!!

Igår var jag riktigt seg och på väg till kvällskursen ringde en kille från Academic work som sa att EA (Electronic Arts) - de som för data/tvspel ville erbjuda mig jobbet jag sökt~~

*JIPPI* tror jag ^__^ har velat ha ett jobb ett bra tag nu och det här är ett heltidsjobb så det ska nog bli bra.
Ska till Academic imorn eftermiddag och prata med dem...



Ser ut som att mitt olycka vänder!
Bara det med operationen dock, måste prata med dem om det... hoppas det är okej.
Ja menar..jag måste ha den operationen...



Just nu sitter jag på mitt "andra jobb" och fryser..jag fattar inget? jag har skruvat upp värmen men INGET händer... det känns som att sitta i en IGLOO!!
Dessutom går inte jobbet som jag vill... dvs människorna svarar inte...
Och man undrar vad de får betalt för..!?
Snart är det dags för lunch... dagens meny ärtsoppa och pannkakor..haha ^__^
Det har jag inte ätit ärtsoppa på, ehm.. 10 år?! eller något sånt, ska bli kul att testa ^__^



I eftermiddag, efter jobbet ska jag förmodligen träffa Hearan som jag inte sett på 3 veckor, pga jag haft jobb osv och inte haft tid att träffas~~ så det ser jag fram emot!


Och imorn.. ska jag träffa Sally och Lisan... (^__^)


Today's mood: Snoozy
Today's food: Ärtsoppa och pannkakor (så svenskt det kan bli en torsdag)
Today's song: Arashi - Happiness

Stressed?

I woke up this morning with a HUGE pimple on my chin..
Gaah LIFE sucks, and strange enough I don't where it came from, I mean I haven't eaten any weird food or anything so it's a surprise..and I don't know what to do with it..
But well.. it's a new friend!
My new STRESS friend!!



Got to work early and I have to say it is so boring, I feel like I'm gonna D I E ! !
I mean of course I get a nice paycheck when my work is done, however it doesnt really give me a challenge which makes it all boring and..well..not so much fun.



Today I sent off my order to 희정언니(HeeJung unni), my clothes, earmuffs and muffles~
my wallet will be emty but it's fine.. at least I will get something nice back (^^)
Next paycheck = order Fly to the sky's album and Arashi calendar, I have the FTTS cd on my computer but the cd is so great that I want to buy it...!!


I also got an email from さゆり언니(Sayuri unni), she got the b-day gift I sent her.. (^__^) I hope she'll like it! She even sent a photo of her holding the package..so cute!!!
언니~ 난 널 보고 싶어~~~~~~ (T0T)


Tomorrow I have to go back to EA for a second job interview... I do hope I get it.. would really need the money, but I want it to start NOW...so WISH me Good Luck! (^0^)
+ tomorrow afternoon = WORK.. and a bigger paycheck..haha
maybe not so much larger, but a bit..!
Soon I will also have my surgery and I won't be able to work for 1-2 weeks, then if I get the scholarship..I'll be out of here...and be re-united with my Tipeu unni (^__^)
What do we aim for this summer... SM audition (^__^) + we added SoHyun to our new group..so it's "TipeuAroooSH" ~~lol



Today's mood: On the joke side
Today's song: 소녀시대(So nyeo shi dae - SNSD - Girls generation) - Gee
Today's food: dry fish~
Today's highlight: 꽃보다 남자(Boys over flowers) Episode 13 (season 2)!!

Sleep..Sleep...

Hah.. You wish.. or maybe.. I wish!
I need more sleep~~
This week I have been working part-time here and there..and done other things such as studying..and well.. I don't really sleep well either.. I don't know why, and well I guess that's why I feel like I need more time, Is it possible to extend the day with a few extra hours!?

Well, this "weekend" started off at Lisans house.. making a big "pancake cake" (^__^) and making/folding stars.. yepp you heard it right..!!
((What comes into my mind is 김현중(Kim Hyun Joong) saying: "my name is star" [나는 별이야]))
Me, sally and Lisan sat in her kitchen until 11.30, that will say until my parents came and gave me and Sally a ride home (^^)
Tired after woking the whole day at "Swedish tourist organisation" I fell a sleep when I came home~

Saturday = Valentines day.. depressing or!? (^__^;)
On my way into city with mum, I got a call from Fredrick영웅오빠..whom I had totally forgotten about!
We were supposed to meet up but since he didnt call me during the week I made other plans.. ^^ anyway..we'll meet in April instead~~
Me and mum havent really done much together since I came back from Korea, so we decided to go to the movies and watch "Australia"
Evening = family night home.. nice and quiet~~
and listening to 플라이 투 더 스카이(Fly to the sky)'s new album.. it is a totally LOVE!!!! I love all songs on the album!! never done that before with any album in my life..I think!?

Today was another "work" day.. On a Sunday? Yes..!! Didn't really have a choice either.. just better get it done..
I also watched the latest ep. of 우리 결혼했어요(We got married), and the parody of 꽃보다 남자(BoysOverFlowers)..haha.. it was so much fun to watch!!
and I talked to my Tipeu.. I miss ya! and if I come.. you better share bed.. what's up with your selfishness (^__^;)
I also got an email from 희정언니(Heejung unni) regarding order cloths, earmuffs etc.. will answer her on Tuesday.. or so..
and..hmm.. I need to order some stuff from Kyobo...Tipeu..give me your address!!


Today's mood: in need of coffee mood
Today's food: Pancake cake
Today's music: Fly to the sky - Vol.8 Decenium - 눈물아 미안해, Close to you, 술, 줄겨찿기, 사랑이겠지, Good girl, Song for you, 가버려 너, 온음표, 마지막 기도~~

Will I overcome my fear!?

The searching job thing..is HARD!!
Please help me out, Please give me a fulltime job!! I want to decide when to go to Korea, probably in May..but now, it is a bit unsure~~

You see~~

Today my doctor called, and I found out that I will have a surgery in March.
It's scary.. it will be my third time. (third time is a charm..right?)
However I'm scared already, All the fear I had last time (when I was 9 years old), it all came back! And when I was 9 yrs all the fear from when I was 3 yrs old came back.. so I guess..now I feel fear from both times!
However I need to have this surgery, but I'll probably cry all the time.. even just before they will drug me I'll probably cry like a baby!
This sugery, it is for my own good, and I have decided to get it myself since it will help me in the future by having it, (all that kind of crap I do know~)
Seriously I don't know how to express myself.. because the fear and pain just grows~
....

Someone...help me!!!!!!!
m(_ _;)m

Why wasn't I born with healthy eyes?!


Today's mood: Empty
Today's song: 嵐(Arashi) - Beautiful days

On my own~

This weekend I sort of spent with myself..
Didn't do anything special just relaxed, cooked food for my parents and watched a drama~

I guess I have been working too much and not sleeping as much~
You can see the bad combination!
So I guess I got a me-weekend!!


Back to the drama I finished watching:
마지막 춤은 나와 함께 (Majimak chumeun nawa hamkke) - Save the last dance for me!
I have wanted to see this drama for years but never had the chance.
But thanks to Tiffy now I have been able 2!
I have to say that the sub SUCKED!!
but on the other hand it was great to see JiSung once again!! he is smoking~ (^__^;)
The themesong is also one of my reasons for watching! It really gets you in the mood~
It's a wonderful drama..!!



Korean Version


English version

Today's mood: Gloomy
Today's food: Kimchi Jjigae
Today's Song: 마지막 춤은 나와 함께 OST(Save the last dance for me OST)
Today's Photo:

JiSung

The time suddenly arrived

We have known it for a few months.. Tiffy will be off to South Korea.

On Tuesday after work I went to Tiffy's house and had a late lunch.. we chatted, watched various clips etc..

And later we had dinner and Liz and Pernilla also stopped by~

Suddenly.. The day came!! Everything went so fast~

Thursday Jan 29!!!

After work I went home and lay down in bed and watched a movie..and just let my mind go around in circles (My work is killing me, but at least I get a nice paycheck!)

In the afternoon I went to Tiffy's house..for the last time (this year)

Liz was there and later Sally joined us~

We ate Ddeokbokki, talked, wrote a review for DBSK's Love in the ice..and also helped Tiffy packing some of her stuff~

The time kept on going and around midnight we sat in her kitchen, drinking green tea, and watched varous DBSK concerts~

At 1am I was so tired so I layed down on 3 chairs and tried to get some sleep, besides I was going to have a jobinterview in the morning~

Around 4am we started to say our goodbyes.. I couldn't believe it.. Tiffy going!!!

After she went out to the airport we (L,S and me) went to Liz place and went to bed~

Saturday Jan 31

I woke up at 10.. just to be able to call to HeeJung unni in Korea and see if she met up with Tiffany..

They had found each other!! (^^) and they seemed to get a long!!

They were walking around in Jongno area..and tried to find a phone.. I suggested them to go to Yongsan, but we'll see!

And..HeeJung unni liked her gift.. I bought her a t-shirt! (^^)

I miss my HeeJung unni and Korea..and I'm jealous that Tiff gets to spend time with her.. I want it tooooo!!! (^^;)

When I started my computer I saw that I got a email from Arum Unni, she will leave to Switzerland next week~

So I hope we will be able to meet up somewhere soon~~

I miss my Arum unni too!!!

Today's mood: Gloomy

Today's food: Kimchi jjigae

Today's song: SS501 - Bye bye

Today's photo:

Me and HeeJung Unni in Gyeongju 2008

The reason why I stopped!

I used to love it.. really I did love it!
I had so much fun and so on until one day I realized that if you want to get a head you need to well.. pay! in various ways..

You can't be pure and simple.. you have to be something! or have connections~
However you don't have to be smart or really do anything as long as others can use you!!
Some people also think that because they have a title they are better than others! HAH!! what a lie seriously you are so low.. it is beyond the 0!!
But if it makes you happy go ahead!

Say one thing.. and do another..
Believe in various things without checking it.. or telling it is someone else fault however in real it's YOURS!! you are just to afraid to say it out loud because you want people to believe that you are a nice person~
Like they say "Fool me once shame on you..Fool me twice shame one me"

So..well I don't care anymore.. I'm not like YOU who only have one thing in mind.. besides.. what are you really?!
To put effort in things in order to help you..I did it once but to do it again? NO THANKS!!
Do you want to know what you really are?? a POWER eating monster!!

Maybe you can fool many people but not me!
I don't care if you are more popular.. in the end.. you are F A K E ! !
And if you can live with it.. fine by me.. but I DO KNOW who you are and one day.. others will found out, believe it or not.

Why be a part of a "I'm so cool, I'm better than you, I have more power than you-club"
Please grow up.. and look at things with various views!
I really hope you will~ because I feel sad that you just use people.. I feel sad for everyone you use and get hurt! because they thought you were a nice person! but at least you are not that smart.. I mean you have shown you true face more than once even though you don't know it!
Too bad for you! Lucky me/us!
Also..sometimes when you have shared thoughts about people WHO you think have something to give and the people who doesn't~
Really YOU ARE STUPIED!! You look for the easy-going who says a lot of things (and sounds positive and can fix it all) but in the end doesn't do anything!
While the ones who are smart and quiet who gets things done.. them you just throw away!

You stand in front of a crowd and say how much believe and support you have given for various things, but really what you do is that YOU take credit for other people's work!
A work they have been working on day and night in order to please you.. since YOU had been against since day one! and telling them how much they suck and how it is supposed to be done if you were the one in charge! but darling THEY did the job better than you but somehow you act like a boss of everything.. even when you are a "guest" you take the charge and think you are the boss!
WHAT the heck is WRONG with YOU???
The ones who has made everything come true doesnt even gets a real thank you! they get the "Thank God you made it or I would have kicked you out"
- Does glory means so much to you??
- Making you feel important does that means so much to you?

Let me give you a small advice..See people for what they really are! I promise.. it's worth it!
+ what you are doing... it's supposed to be a interest/fun thing to SHARE with others, MANY OTHER people not an exclusive group as you treat it.. This is not a life and death thing!

Maybe you can't see my new interest and how fun it is..
and how fun it is to meet REAL people.. I mean you are living in a fantasy world so you don't see it.
People who doesnt USE other people to get what they want..
Giving people are the ones to trust.. friendship/relationships is about GIVE and TAKE

I do know people who still follow you..
and people you think are something.. but in real life and society my dear...
they are just like you NOTHING!
Maybe you have a name.. well.. congratulations..
But do not think for a sec that it gives YOU the right to treat others like you do!!
I have met people who are 10000000 times better than you~
Same name, education..status but they have something you don't have COMMON SENSE!
That makes them much richer and better than you! and that shows once again how low and disgusting you are!

I quote Heidi Klum: 1 day you are in.. the next you are out!
But being OUT it's not a bad thing.. it's actually better than being IN! and have to be around you!
However when you tell people are OUT them it to their face or an email.. and not keep shut and make people wonder!!
I think that is the worst! but well.. you are the WORST!


If I get the chance to hit you.. I will~
If I get the chance to spit you in the face.. I will~
If I get the chance to show the rest who you really are.. Show them what you really are made of!!.. I will~

Time to fix~

It's time to fix~

1. a fulltime job
2. better skin!!! (my skin is so dry!!!)

So in order to progress.. I have been sending out my CV to various places and I hope and pray that I will get an answer from someone.
But to get a job is not easy~ (_ _)

Then.. because of this cold and bad weather my skin goes ****!
It's so dry.. it amazing in some ways.. didn't know it could happen.
So today I bought loads of creams for superdry skin and I hope my skin will turn back to normal!


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Today I got DBSK new single Bolero..
I didn't like Bolero at first (Radio rips) but the more I listen the more I LOVE it!
However 忘れないで(Wasurenaide - Don't forget) is my fave!!
Wonder how they would sound in Korean~

Also.. What am I gonna send Sayuri.. it's her B-day next month.. but at the moment I'm caught in the middle..hmm.. think think think~

Time to sleep, got to work tomorrow!


Today's mood: Tired
Today's food: Greek food
Today's song: DBSK/TVXQ/THSK - Bolero

80% lighter~

Yesterday morning I finished my last exam...
However I have to tell you that my professor started to piss me off!!
I was the last one..because I didn't want to rush, however...still when I had 1 hour and 30 min left he started walking back and forth and checking his watch every 10 sec.
IMAGINE how angry it made me..!!
I mean if it would have been only a few min. left it would have been okay.. but hello!!! 1, 5 hours!!!!!!

Anyhow I was almost done and right after I handed my exam to my teacher.. he RAN out of the classroom.. he even shut off the lights even though I was still in the room!
I know he is older and all.. but I think that was rather RUDE!!

So I'm happy I won't see him or the other professors again!!! well I need to get my exam back but well~

When I came out I felt 80% lighter in my heart!!
Can you believe it!? 80% = PAIN they have caused me.. their so called GREAT way of teaching!


In the evening I met my friend Linnea and had dinner at a Spanish Tapas restaurant...
it was so yummy!! we ate a lot.. ^^
Then we went home to her, watched tv and talked.. and I showed her my new "L O V E"~
Lee Min Ho - aka Goo Jun Pyo. She said she thought he was H O T (^^;)


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Today.. I slept until.. well quite late!
Then I ate lunch and went to Hanna's place... we watched the Super Junior 1st Asia Tour concert
I have to say that half of the group.. doesnt have any talent at all. but they are cute in their own ways~ Hangeng, Siwon, Ryeowook and HeeChul are my fave SuJu's!
We also saw the chinese movie Butterfly lovers (starring. SMEXY Wu Chun)~
I really liked the movie a lot.. Wu Chun was so hot.. and it was a really nice made movie..!
Hanna is a lot of fun.. she always do something fun and makes me laugh~
Like a cute little sister in a way!


Today's mood: Happy
Today's food: Tapas
Today's song: Super Junior - She's gone

Is it okay to cry?

Sorry for being so down..

but.. is it okay to cry?

I looked into the mirror but all I could see was a huge ZERO written on my forehead..

+ a small motivation for anything~

Everything just seems meaningless...

1. I hate my Korean studdies, well tomorrow they are over~

2. I hate false people.

3. I hate that it's so difficult to get a good job

4. I hate the cold weather take makes my face dry as sand!

....

X. I hate that even music can't make me happy!!!!
XX. I hate that not even my pretty boys (spec.15) can make me happy (saying fun things, sing, dramas..whatever..)

But I guess life isn't supposed to be a dance on roses everyday, but since I came home (from Korea) I have just felt down~ when it comes to my studdies.. in Korea I had so much fun while learning, it was actually fun to go to my univ.

But here.. it feels like I'm taking a trip to hell everytime~

I actually miss my Saturday Korean School lessons... and my teacher Min Jun Kyuoppa He was the best of them all~

Why did he have to go back to London..and Korea?? I wonder how much I would have progressed if I would have had him for the past 1,5 years~

WAY lot more than I have at Stockholm univ. I mean... I progressed so much in Korea and now I have been slowing down and it feels like something is eating my brain!!!!

Today's mood: MISERABLE

Today's food: Omurice

Today's song: 嵐 (Arashi) - 感謝カンゲキ雨嵐 (Kansha Kangenki Ame Arashi)

Today's photo: 3 people who makes me a bit happy~

Jung Yunho (DBSK) - Love when he dance!

Jerry Yan - Looking forward to his new drama - STARLIT

Sakurai Sho face expression.. LOVE it (^_^)

It is almost over now~

For 1,5 years.. I have been studying Korean at Stockholm University. and on Friday it comes to an end.. I think~ unless I'll have to take a re-test!

At first I thought it was a good way to learn, however as time passed by I realized how much I don't like their way of so called way of teaching.. can I call them lazy? or are they just narrow minded?

Somehow.. I don't feel like I'm progressing at all.. my own will for learning just dies and I feel that I start lacking the ability of learning~

not only korean but other things as well~

Friday = Korean grammer exam..

Hanja (chinese characters) is spinning around in my head~

and I have much to study.. FIGHTING!!

Anyway~ I have decided to put an end to it and start with something new..

+ I hope I can go to Korea this coming summer too, I really liked their way of teaching.

This week I took an exam, I passed but it was the worst grade I have ever recieved in Korean history and history as subject for that matter.. Sad? no not really.. more angry~

But that was yesterday.. and forgotten soon!

Somehow I do not really care anymore... time to put this chapter behind me and start a new one~

In 2 weeks my friend Tiff are off to S.Korea.. I envy her some days.. and not some other..

But I hope we'll spend the summer together~

and if we are lucky enough.. we can go to Japan and see DBSK.. and also to Jeju-do and teddybear museum~

Todays mood: Sick of everything

Today's food: Pasta

Today's song: 絢香(Ayaka) - 手をつなごう(Te wo tsunagou)

Today's photo: Me in Japan September 2008

At Tokyo Tower

At a temple in Kyoto

Friendship.. is a tough thing~

The thing.. called friendship..how do you define it?
The past month I have been thinking a lot about it..!

What is "a friend" and.. who am I really friends with, with a deeper relation!
Is it all about calling or talk somehow each day, every week...!?
or just by being in someones address book?

Sometimes I wonder who I can call "friends" and the ones who call "acquaintance"~

I have never been this type who have had a "bestfriend" and can only be with a few people at the time..
For me.. it has to be mutal.. it doesnt have to be a meet/talk everyday~
but to meet once in a while and when meeting we have something to talk about or just pick up where we left off last time..
I'd say it's about knowing that we know each other well enough! (no words what so ever)

ie. Last year (2008), I was in S.Korea during my b-day.. besides from my parents..who were the first to wish me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY?
It was T & L.. whom I have known..for less than a year (if we go back 2 my b-day date)
They called all the way from Sweden to my mobilephone (which ISN'T cheap!!) just to say Happy birthday and talk to me for 1,5 hours!
Then the ones who wrote emails, messages on facebook etc~
But in a way.. the ones I really believed would say happy birthday to me didn't~~ Disappointed? a bit maybe.. but.. well it's not the end of the world..!
But it made me wonder~

Anyhow.. also.. looking at some friends, they are just there, they are not looking for something in return, they are just plain nice!
HeeJung, Tiff, Liz, Sayuri are some of them~ (they have meant a lot to me during 2008!)
I hate people who only talks to me because I can give them something.. and when they got it it's good-bye~
or people I have known and who suddenly let things go to their head! and become someone I don't know and someone I don't want to know!
I'm tired of people who are back talking and think they are something more than they really are.
And think they are so cool and that their way of thinking is the only right one and that THEY are the only ones who matters and that their feelings means more than others... know what?
TRY TO THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX!
I have been taught to "try and to put others before yourself.." but sometimes that is difficult!

Let me explain:

A couple of weeks before X-mas I met a friend.. whom I had not seen for what?? 8-9 months?
We hanged out for what..45 min? Then she had to go to class.. however when we were on the underground she found out that she didnt have class.. but instead of hanging out more with me.. she choosed to go to her boy friend and play monopoly!!!!
THEN she said that I'm the one who never have time to see her etc.. She actually shouted at me on the underground and people around us just starred at me!! and I wanted to slap her but I didn't but I was PISSED!! Well EXCUSE me for studying and working...
THE THING is that I do have time to see her (and other people for that matter) and I have called so many times these passed 8-9 months and she is the one who's always saying she doesnt have time!
BUT the thing that made me more angry was the BF situation~~
I could have understood if she hadn't seen him for some time etc.. but saying she rather go to him and play MONOPOLY than to be with me for at 30 min extra and then go to his place or whatever... THAT WAS IT!!
The people who chooses their BF before their friends.. are not a friend! not to me~
You can go to your BF.. I don't care! I do hope he makes you happy! But don't bother coming to me just becuase you have some extra time over when he is not around!
((the reason why I'm saying this NOW is because we met at a X-mas party and she said hello like nothing has happened, and she was all happy etc and I just wanted to go towards another direction but I said my Hi.. and Bye!! AND she texted me today and asked if I wanted to do something.. and I don't know what to say.. because she doesnt know how I feel at all!!
To add things to this whole situation.. she has done this to another friend too.. you see.. it is NEVER her fault!! only ours!!))

AND

Yesterday I met a friend I havent seen for almost 2,5-3 months..
still when we met.. we had things to talk about.. no hard feelings etc.
Strange isn't it.. how different people can be~
And today I met a friend I have known since I was 12...
Since we have different life-styles etc today we don't meet too often, but we send texts from time to time and when we meet we have fun and things to talk about etc.
That is friendship for me~
We can talk about old days, and also share what goes around today and it feels like we meet all the time.

Also..talking about close friendship and long distance~
HeeJung.. whom I have met "twice".. the times when I have been in Korea.. that will say..
She is like the big sister I never had, she always helps out and are so NICE.. like an angel!? she has also help my friend Tiff out.. without knowing her!! (I'll quote HJ "You are my friend so that means she is my friend too") and I do know how busy HJ is with work etc.
Sayuri, we studdied together in Korea and we also met up when I went to Tokyo.. Even though we only hanged out for 3 months, it feels like I know her better than people I have known for a long time! She is also kind and fun!! I miss her very much!
Also JiSeun... we only met a few times in London(I was there for 1 month), still we talk on msn and send texts from time to time. She also introduced me to her best friend in S.Korea (while she herself was in London..).. I and her friend met up and she was really nice.

In a way.. even though we havent known each other that "long" or spent "that much" time together.. still our friendship is stronger then the ones I have with people who are close to me...

Friendship isnt supposed to make you tired and feel uncomfortable~
It's not supposed to be hard work~
It's just supposed to flow

If you want to make it difficult.. don't bother!
If you just talk to me because you want something.. don't bother!
If you are uncomfortable in any ways.. just tell me!

We might be different but look for the best..
I might not always like you or support you in everything.. but I'll still be there and I hope you will do the same for me.
If you don't like the same kind of guys, clothes, music, movies like me.. it's okay! But let me like or be me like I let you be you.
Even in my interests are boring in your eyes.. hear me out and try it, maybe not all but do not turn it down only because you don't know it!! if you don't like it.. that's fine but do not just say NO because you don't know!
I'll never force you to be something or do something you don't want to.. but I do want you to be able to try or see it with various views but still stand for your own opinion!

There are many friends who means a lot to me.. but it would take a week to write about all of you! and I hope you know who you are if not.. I'm sorry not letting you know!!


Today's mood: Confused
Today's song: SS501 - 내 머리가 나빠서(Because I'm stupied)
宇多田ヒカル(Utada Hikaru) - Come back to me
Today's photo: a light for all my wonderful and true friends~

2009 just began~

Another year ends, in this case year of 2008!
and year of 2009 begins!!

I started my last day of the year by going to the supermarket..and it was loads of people there so I tried to be as quick as possible!
Came home and started to clean and got ready!!
I also talked with Sayuri, she was already in 2009, while I was still stuck in 2008... She was in the future, a bit scary (^^)
Around 9.40 pm my bitches arrived!!! ^^
we talked, drank, ate snacks..and the it was 2009!!!!!
We watched all the fireworks from my balcony.. u could say.. the fireworks of Stockholm, not a hit but better than nothing!!!

Then we watched a korean movie..talk and then I fell asleep (work tomorrow)


JANUARY 01..
Woke up at 12pm?
made breakfast for us all.. made Rabokki... ^^ Super yummy!!
we were all a bit dead, 0r rather tired...
we talked then I had to go to work~~

Came home around 9.20.. walked all the way home, super cold!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ate some dinner, and watched Johnny's countdown!
Arashi were hosts this year!!! (0^___^)~~
2009 = 10th year with ARASHI
I'm so looking forward 2 this year!!


Highlights from the concert:
1. Arashi Super hit medley!!!　❤❤❤❤❤/☆☆☆☆☆
2. Takizawa Hideaki on stage!! (Tackey "flying" ^^)
3. V6 eating Ramen ^^　☆☆☆
4. HSJ performance ((山田亮介, 岡本圭人 ★★))　
5. KinKi Kids new single - 約束!! ☆☆☆☆☆
6. Koichi-kun's b-day!!!
7. Uchi Hiroki's "comeback"　☆☆☆☆
8. MatsuJun end of Love so sweet..loved his look!!
9. Small "バカ" dance with Sho-chan, Aiba-chan, Subaru.. while singing Happiness
10. Daite seniorita (Tsubasa, Inocchi, Yamapi, Akanishi, Matsujun)
11. Shuji to Akira (Okada, Nagase, Kame, Yamapi, Nino, Ryo) - Nagase were totally lost..haha ^^ Okada too in a way, and Nino's dance was a bit off! but fun to see the two RYUSEI NO KIZUNA brothers!!
11. Nagase holding MatsuJun ^^　❤❤❤
12. Ryo-chan + Matsujun, Ryo-chan + Nino ❤❤❤❤❤
13. Kanjani8's jackets.. loved the spots!!
13. はつうた　♪♪♪♪♪


What I missed:
1. Tackey & Tsubasa, they havent done anything together during 2008 besides from KoiUta...so 1 performance wouldnt have been too much to ask for.. or at least have them singning more songs... they could have done a similar performance to the one they made on Music Station in 2007!!!
2. More of KinKi Kids and V6 and Hey Say JUMP!... and Tokio (old songs)!!
3. Have all on ONE stage!! and not 3 various venues.. (_ _;)
4. last interview with KinKi.. but they were in the middle of their concert..
(_ _)

another X-mas is over

So here we are again...
another X-mas has passed us by, and how much different was it?

Well.. my X-mas already started on Dec 23.
I had X-mas dinner at Tiffany's house, I got my 2nd X-mas gift. a HELLO KITTY alarmclock..
LOL.. it's so cute and all but I know what my dad will say when he'll see it!!
After dinner we all went out to a X-mas party~
it was fun..met some friends I havent seen for ages...
And we got back at 4am something... and watched DBSK dramas.. I just love Yunho's when there were in Japan..

Woke up at 10.30 am something and just got all my stuff together and went home...
Freezing cold and still a sleep! so when I came home the only thing I did was to take off my clothes and went straight to bed.
In the evening my aunt, uncle, grandma..etc came..
we had a traditional X-mas dinner, talked..and then opened our presents!

Somehow when I think about it..I have gotten old..
I mean what I got was things I need.. such as socks, underwear..etc..
and a new mp3 (bought it in Korea^^), a stereo and a dvd box with a Taiwanese Tv-serie.
and some money...
but the best present of them all was the one from Sayuri.. I got a pair of mittens!!


Dec 25

Slept most of the day (woke up around 2.30pm) since I was up until 6 am watching a Korean drama... watched the whole series..haha!
In the afternoon however we went to my aunt and uncles place. and ate turkey..I think it was! (O__o)
talked a lot to my cousin and her boyfriend~~
and had a good evening!! and we also played some games...! and ate lots of food and cakes...etc


Dec 26.

Me, mum and dad went to Storvik, where we have our cottage,and in the evening we went to one of my uncles houses and had dinner..
and I met my other cousins.. one of them whom I havent seen for a year I think..!!
Also I have to say.. we have ZERO snow in Stockholm.. but in Storvik..we have MORE THAN ENOUGH!!! and it's freezing cold..
and I'm already sick, have been sick for 2 weeks now... kinda like last year but worse!!
GIVE ME A BREAK.... PLEASE!?

So in a way.. my X-mas this year is very similar from the one last year, except from the order, last year we started in Storvik and not Stockholm..
and I missed Kalle Anka on tv..but a part from that..the same!
Same food, same people, same traditions~~
Nothing bad about it but..well..it's always the same... (^^;)


Today's mood: feeling like throwing up!?
Today's song: all various kinds of X-mas songs
Today's food: trad. Swedish X-mas food

Better than I thought!!

I have been studying non-stop and my head is spinning!!
North and South Korean history, economy and politics...*yaay*
or maybe not...
However I'm learning a lot and some is really interesting but some are REALLY boring!!!
I have my exam on Friday.. wish me good luck!!

Then I got my results from my exam I did last week...
and I did really well..!!! I thought I was only gonna get a "Pass" but I got a REALLY nice grade!!! (^-^)
So I have to say... I did a lot better than I thought!!

Today I got my X-mas gift from Sayuri... can't wait until Dec24. when I can open it~~
Dec 23 = Christmas dinner with Tiffy and Lisan.. (^_^)


Tomorrow I have to work.. (_ _) but well.. I get some money.. then I have to study~~
My life doesnt sound too fun but.. I guess life is not always supposed to be fun!


Today's mood: snoozing
Today's food: Tonkatsu
Today's song: Dong Bang Shin Ki - non na-e norae

Zero motivation~

Tentorna är här, julklappar ska köpas, julbak och allt annat som har med julen står i hallen.

Men ändå så har jag ZERO motivation~~

Jag känner inte för att öppna böckerna överhuvudtaget!

Jag saknar mitt plugg i Korea, där trots att man var som en robot så hade man ändå motivation.

Vilket är tragiskt men kan inte ändra på det.. för man kan ju inte ändra på folks sätt att lära ut, utan man borde då vara större och hitta sitt eget inlärningssätt eller hur!?

Men att ta det ansvaret känner jag inte heller för... Lat som jag är!? *Jag erkänner*

Det här med julklappar är en bra fråga, då folk undrar "Carro vad vill du ha i julklapp?"

När jag va liten började jag redan skriva min önskelista i oktober och den var kanske 3 A4 ark..FRAM och BAK.

Men i år.. kan jag knappt komma på något.. Jag har redan fått en ny mp3..

Så..ja antar att det inte blir så mycket mer...men är nöjd ändå.

Önskelista
Extern hårddisk 1TB

KinKi Kids 39 Phi koncert dvd

KinKi Kids 39 Phi tour Parka (tjocktröja)

Mobiltelefon

Hot Shot (Box 3 & 4)

Honey & Clover (Japansk limited version)

Garderob

YUI - My short stories (CD+DVD)

Jerry Yan cd's

Div. Arashi prylar~

Ett förstorat foto med Sakurai Sho (som jag kan rama in o ha på väggen)

Seriöst... jag har ingen aning!!

Jag köpte det mesta i Korea och Japan... så kan inte komma på så mycket mer, dessutom har både dollarn och yenet gått upp så vill undvika att beställa för mycket saker!

Utöver studierna så sliter jag på jobbet, ett mycket tråkigt jobb men det ger pengar i alla fall, dvs det jag vill ha och behöver!

En bra julbonus.. (^__^)

Hoppas oxå att jag hittar ett nytt jobb..

Det låter inte så skoj men jag ska faktiskt jobba på nyårsdagen... pengar e pengar!

Nästa vecka har jag en till tenta, dvs har ca 600 sidor att läsa på~~

*Someone save me*

Ser fram emot allt som kommer efteråt iaf...

Just nu väntar jag på min julklapp från Sayuri.. my best friend i Korea.. saknar henne.. men vad kan jag göra.. NOTHING!

Jag ska även umgås med Tiff, Lisan, Sandra...o alla andra trevliga människor..

Ska oxå ha ett snack med min kära storebror... dvs slå honom lite och säga att han är en dålig bror som inte hör av sig så ofta som han brukar!! (_ _)

Time to study.. igen.. orden bara snurrar men har inget val!

Önska mig lycka till~~

Dagens humör: deppad!
Dagens låt: 동방신기 - 사랑 안녕 사랑

Dagens mat: Lasange

Dagens bild: 言承旭，桜井翔，王传一

Jerry talks..

Somehow I should be posting this somewhere else but...hmm.. I make this one anyway..
Jerry talks!!!
In a late interview he was asked alot of questions and seriously..his answers!!!
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The #1 Dashing Guy in the Entertainment Circle, how is the Chinese actor like in person? (cred to the translator..)

Jerry Yan a member of Asia’s hot band F4, will be acting the manga inspired ‘Skip Beat’ as Superstar Ren Tsuruga in this Taiwanese and Japanese collaboration.

He said it himself, "There are quite a few similarities between me and the character."

When one sees his seriousness at work and the parts where he makes mistakes, it feels like seeing one’s own laughter.

The most handsome actor in Asia Jerry Yan will be acting as Ren Tsuruga known for his dashing looks and #1 Mr. Dashing in the show.

Yet he expressed, "I don’t think I am handsome. My eyes, nose and mouth are nothing to talk about. I like my fingers the best." (Hmm..well..can't blame him..however I don't think most people look at his hands..I mean I rather look at his handsome face..lol)

The reporter sighed, ‘Not at all, not at all.’ Seeing his handsome looks up close makes one’s heartbeat quicken and his hairstyle is so perfect.

Jerry Yan one the other hand asked, "Really? I feel that Zai’s blue dyed hair in the concert really looks good. I can’t do that. At times I think I might as well shave it all off."(Jerry, please don’t ever do that whatever you do!!!)

Reporter said, ‘Oh, please don’t do that.’ Seeing his dashing looks, he is not proud nor putting on an act but just the opposite, he is very humble.
Causes One To Stare With Eyes Wide Open
Jerry Yan continued, "Although I am an artiste, I’m neither very eloquent nor clever so all I can do is to work hard. To repay all my fans for their support with my best work. "

I really looking forward to the latest work of this dashing guy as he is so full of confidence about it.
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His new album is said to be released next year and I can't wait!!! (0^__^)~~
I'm also looking forward to his new dramas...!! (0^__^)0
I so hope his song 一半(Yi ban) will be on that record..or I'll hunt him down and hit him.. lol!
However it's good to know that something good will come out of 2009!!


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Jerry Yan guests on 'Kang Xi Lai Le' ; Xiao S bombards him with relationship questions, Thursday January 16 2009, Taiwan
source: NOWnews
translated by: Sarah @ http://asianfanatics.net

Jerry Yan is quite stubborn when it comes to going on shows; he refuses to talk about his relationships. Unfortunately, he meets fiery Xiao S and even he can’t do anything about it! In the end, he is forced to admit that he previously lived together with his ex-girlfriend and he also likes to watch romantic A-films, letting this interview sink into a semi-surrender state!

Jerry doesn’t like to talk about relationships; Xiao S insists on looking at his underwear

To promote for upcoming PTS idol drama ‘Starlit’, Jerry went on ‘Kang Xi Lai Le’ for the first time, and he invited his co-stars Terri Kwan and Liu Rui Qi to accompany him, as he was afraid of Xiao S asking him about his relationships. But unexpectedly, on the show, Xiao S releases full firepower, and even his co-stars couldn’t do anything to help him.

Because before the show, Jerry had already expressed that he does not wish to discuss any relationship matter, as soon as filming started, Xiao S asked directly: “Do you want to talk about your relationships, or do you want me to look at your underwear?” Since Jerry did not reply, Xiao S immediately ran to the back of him, and pulled up his clothing, and she even chased Jerry around the studio. In the end, she said: “I saw it! Very normal style, it’s grey boxers, with white elastic belt.”

Jerry reveals he initially lived with his girlfriend; Xiao S knows it was for 2 years

Although she has already seen his underwear, Xiao S is still in a hot pursuit in asking about his relationships. She bombards him with questions: “When was your last relationship? Was she over 170cm in height?” Jerry replied that his last relationship was within a year, but as for her height, he was unwilling to disclose, seems that he is afraid Xiao S will pigeon-hole her as Lin Zhi Ling.

Cai Kang You skillfully asks the guests to guess: “Has Jerry lived together with his girlfriend in the past? How long?” Xiao S guessed “once, for 2 years” and Terri guessed “three times, 2, 4, 1 year” and Jerry answered: “Xiao S is more close.” Xiao S then replied: “I didn’t guess randomly, I know these things.”


Xiao S bombards; Jerry confesses

Xiao S asked Jerry the reason for his last break-up and he revealed that he was “very bad and immature,” so the 2 broke-up naturally. Cai Kang Yong couldn’t help but ask: “So do you still love her now?” Towards this, Jerry refused to answer directly and said: “In the past, we loved each other, definitely will have feelings.”

As the relationships topic drew to a close, Xiao S then asked: “Do you watch A-films, what type do you like to watch?” Jerry did not reply to both, but said that he likes to watch romantic ones; Xiao S then asked: “Will you dare to shower naked infront of a mirror?” Jerry said: “No, because I don’t have any confidence in my body.”

Xiao S: Jerry electrifies someone else’s wife

Cai Kang Yong asked Xiao S: “Have you fantasised about Jerry?” Xiao S expressed that there was once when Jerry went on ‘100% Entertainment’ and he very passionately pinched her face, but then the second time they met, he was like a person who she had just met; felt very unfamiliar. Although Da S and Jerry are quite close, Xiao S feels that Jerry is a person who is sometimes cold, sometimes hot.

However, out of all the male artists that she has interviewed, Xiao S feels that Jerry is the one electrifies her the most, she said impolitely: “When he talks to me, his eyes will keep on electrifying at me, I’m already married, what does he want!”


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You go Jerry!!! (^__-)
Jerry Yan for 2009!!! (^__^)

Today's mood: hangover (eating too many books.. finals are coming up)
Today's food: Ricecurry + Chailatte
Today's song: 杨承琳(Rainie Yang) - 带我走 (Dai wo zou - take me away)
Today's photo: 言承旭(Yan Cheng Xu - Jerry Yan)

Tv-serier

Då livet går upp o ner... så finns det något man kan roa sig med.
Alla känner till alla amerikanska serier såsom Friends, Grey's Anatomy, ER, 7th Heaven, Lost, Prision Break...o listan fortsätter.
För att vara ärlig så gillar jag flera av de jag radade upp.. Men för att vara ärlig, ju längre de håller på desto mer less blir jag.
Ja menar, tillslut händer inget nytt. Det är samma historia fast olika personer eller så byter man ut lite saker men i slutändan så får vi samma svar!
Vilket är lite trist, MEN ändå är det ingen som klagar utan man bara fortsätter att kolla~
Jag älskar ex serien Friends, men vid närmre eftertanke..så.. ja.. hur många avsnitt liknar inte varandra?! Bara att man bytt ut huvudpersonen..!?
Eller ta ex. One Tree Hill (zappade förbi den idag)! Den har hållt på sedan jag gick i högstadiet!
Vad händer? Triangeldrama, svek, romans...bla bla bla.. vi alla har sett det nu 1 miljon gånger om, och de man vill ska bli ett par får aldrig varandra!!
Och man bara väntar o tänker...kanske nästa avsnitt.. men nej då kommer någon annan in och förstör!


Då måste jag säga att det finns en fördel med asiatiska serier (dock med vissa undantag)
För de flesta asiatiska serier är endast mellan 9-30 avsnitt och sedan är det slut.
Vilket är bra, man får med allt utan att överdriva eller fortsätta säsong efter säsong.
Visst finns det stunder då jag vill ha mer men.. förr eller senare kommer det en ny serie ;)

I Sverige och många andra Västländer känner man inte till mycket om asien och dess media.
Dvs. förutom storfilmer som: Hero, Old Boy, Flying Daggers.. osv.
Vilket är synd, för det finns mycket talang som aldrig kommer fram~
istället sitter man och ser på det gamla vanliga. Och när man pratar om asien och vad de har så att säga så är det inte särskillt seriöst utan det hela slutar i att man skojar om saker och ting.
Vilket är synd, för jag tror att man kan lära sig mycket genom en tv-serie eller en film.
det finns sjukt mycket bra saker som aldrig kommer att komma hit till väst utan som alltid kommer att stanna i öst!
Lite mer utbyte skulle vara bra... och det kan kanske få producerare att tänka om!?
Man kan lära sig om en annan kultur, en främmande och kanske tom. konstig till en början men ju mer man ser desto mer börjar man förstå.
Sen måste jag ju nämna att det är svårt att få tag på asiatiska saker men det finns en hel del!


Tv-serier som jag kan rekommendera:

Taiwan
Meteor Garden 1 (Taiwanesiska versionen av Hana Yori Dango)
Devil Beside you
Bull fighting
Hot Shot
Miss no Good (FAST jag störde mig genom hela serien på Rainies tillgjorda röst.. det piper fortfarande i mina öron!!)
Wish to see you again (den var dock lite seg i mitten..)

Sedan finns oxå Huan Huan Ai ((med Rainie Yang, Mike He och Kingone - som alla var med i Devil beside you.. dock så var den här serien lite trögare.. men.. gillade Kingone mycket mer i denna serie!))
Fated to love you ((var en bra serie oxå och mycket populär men seriöst..jag dog när slutet kom.. och blev ganska arg oxå!!))
It started with a kiss 1+2 (Även dem var mycket populära och jag föredrar 1an.. men den var så lång att man till slut blev lite trött och bara väntade på de sista avsnitten!)


Syd Korea
1% of anything
18 vs 29
Four sisters
Full House (Rain är helt underbar, Han och Song HyeGyo passar verkligen ihop!!)
My Girl (Mitt favo-drama? eller ett av dem iaf. Lee Jun Gi är helt underbar!!!)
On Air (Om ni någonsin undrat hur det går till att skapa en tv-serie.. well..spana i den här..så kommer du få veta!)
Sang-Do Let's go to school
Snow queen
Stairway to Heaven
Thank You
The 1st shop of Coffee prince (Älskade denna serie, fast ogillar tjejen.. har även varit till caféet i Seoul,Korea fast kan säga.. det är inte så märkvärdigt ^_^; )
Trees of Heaven
We got married (om det räknas som en serie)
White Tower
Who are you?

Japan
1 Litre of tears (Serien borde heta 1million litre of tears..och om ni ser kommer ni att förstå varför. Serien är 1 miljon gånger bättre än filmen. och att den bygger på en "dagbok" gör det ännu värre...om man kan säga så..)
Bara no nai hanaya (Söt och rörande drama)
Beautiful Life (Kimura Takuya fick titlen hårfrisör efter dramat..o jag skulle inte tacka nej att bli klippt av honom)
Change (KimuTaku once again.. hans senaste drama.. en av de bättre! Även Madonna tyckte att det var ett intressant drama!!)
Dragon Zakura
Gokusen 1 (Inget kan slå 1an, med Matsujun, Ogushun...)
Good Luck
Hana Yori Dango 1+2
Hana Kimi
Kimi wa petto (inte världens bästa men söt på något sätt)
Last Friends
Maou
My Boss My Hero
Osen
Pride
Proposal Daisakusen
Ryusei no kizuna (Pågår just nu i Japan (Dec08) och är ett mkt intressant Drama.. med Nino, Nishikido Ryo och Toda Erika)
Security Police (aka. SP)
Stand Up!
Yamada Taro Monogatari (Mitt favoritdrama hösten 2007!! Nino och Sho är helt underbara i denna serie!!)

Do my best

Okej, igår var inte världens bästa dag, jag mådde fortfarande kasst efter allergi attacken från söndagen..

o på eftermiddagen gick jag till doktorn, dock för en helt annan orsak.. Så jag hoppas att jag får tid på St: Eriks ögonsjukhus snart, o vem vet..snart kanske jag ligger på operationsbordet för 3e gången~

Det skulle behövas i alla fall! Fast på sätt o vis känns det oxå lite skrämmande, för det får mig att tänka på gamla minnen, smärtan och alla blodiga tårar!

Men på samma gång kan jag inte leva såhär resten av livet! Något måste göras, men antar att det är bara vänta och se och hoppas på det bästa!

Efteråt gick jag hem i det iskalla vädret och jag höll på att bryta ihop pga jag frös till en ispinne, men pinade mig hem i alla fall!

Sedan var det dags att ta fram skolböckerna och läsa lite, fast att jag inte hade lust alls!

Under den senaste tiden har jag bara kännt hur meningslös det är att plugga koreanska på SU.. jag känner inte att jag lär mig något nytt, och det jag lärde mig i Korea tynar bort mer och mer...
Fast det kanske beror på min inställning också...men jag ska göra mitt bästa!!

Har också tänkt på att jag lärt mig mer japanska än koreanska sedan jag kom hem till Sverige.. well well.. ska sluta klaga och ta tag i det hela.. Eller? (O___o;)

Jag öppnade även skivorna jag fick av Hanna som hon köpte till mig i Kina i somras, till min förvåning var det inte musik cd utan VCD, med musik videos med karaoke funktion.. inte fyskam det heller men..lite förvånande..!

Idag vaknade jag tidigt, och gick till jobbet, hade ingen lust då jag var sjukt trött..då jag hela natten fokuserat på att hålla mig varm..på något underligt sätt så fryser jag konstant, trots att det är varmt inomhus! Är jag på väg att bli sjuk!?

I alla fall jobbet gick bättre än jag trodde, och jag fick in 2 kunder i alla fall...

Efter mitt FÖRSTA jobb, tog jag paraplyet och rusade ner till busshållsplatsen och åkte till mitt andra jobb!

Kan säga att regnet öste ner och det blåste rejäla vindar..kalla sådana på köpet!

Tillbringade resten av eftermiddagen på mitt andra jobb, och det var SVINKALLT i mitt arbetsrum, men det var för att någon idiot stängt av värmen, och det blev inte varmt förrän jag skulle gå, KUL KUL...INTE!!

Efter jobbet gick jag o mamma på stan och letade lite små julklappar till Taeko, Takako och Yuko.. hittade några fina saker..

+ Jag köpte ett julkort till Sayuri, samt hittade en riktigt söt nalle som jag ska skicka till henne...

Ursch när jag tänker på det så saknar jag min Onni (storasyster)... vi brukade alltid göra något roligt.. typ, luncha, ta roliga kort, baka, gå på bio, prata.. go crazy (0^^')~~

Jag och mamma hittade en ny skobutik i stan, seriöst..en helt ny kedja..så jag måste säga GRATTIS STOCKHOLM...haha...!!

Dagens humör: KALL och GENOMFRUSEN

Dagens lunch: Thekaka

Dagens låt: S.H.E feat. 飛輪海(Fen Lun Hai - Fahrenheit) - 謝謝你的溫柔 (Xie Xie Ni De Wen Rou - Thank you for your gentleness)

Dagens show: 嵐の宿題くん
Dagens bild: 言承旭(Yán Chéngxù - Jerry Yan)

Dagens problem..

Så under den senaste tiden har jag laggt ner mycket tid och kraft på att städa mitt rum..
har hittat en del saker jag inte behöver osv..

Bla. cd-skivor jag köpt men inte lyssnat på..och inte längre vill ha.
ex. KAT-TUN's Queen of Pirates (JP LE), DBSK - Mirotic version B.
Seriöst, jag hatar skivbolag som SM.. ja menar 1 cd fast minst 4 utgåvor..ORKA!!
Nu när jag ser efter vad de olika innehåller så kan jag säga att det är Version C jag vill ha.
Dock har jag redan A och B... *suck*
Och folk klagar över att man laddar ner, ja menar..oftast är det 1-2 låtar som skiljer men då det finns folk som inte är gjorda av pengar eller har tid och kraft att lägga ner på att köpa "samma" cd gånger X antal gånger så har man tillslut inget val..eller?
Jag har inget emot att köpa fler utgåvor..men snälla förvarna en innan, eller har en onlinesite där man kan "köpa" de enstaka låtarna..så e jag nöjd!
Och när det gäller svenska skivbolag... SÄNK priserna. Inte en kotte vill köpa en cd för 210 kr med endast 10 låtar.
Ja menar..det kostar ca. 50 kr att tillverka skivan, så ja..lurade blir vi alla!?

Dessutom väntar jag på 3 kartonger med prylar från Korea, skor, väskor, kläder, böcker osv.
Skulle behöva en ny garderob..o kanske ett större rum?

Det här med världsekonomin gör inte livet bättre.. inte nog med att man är fattig.. nu måste man verkligen vända upp o ner på varje krona och tänka efter så att man inte en dag står där med händerna i byxfickan och inte har något kvar!
Ett jobb skulle sitta fint. och hoppas att jag får ett... måste bara söka! (har sökt några och väntar på svar)

Min räddning under denna period är musik och komedi, i form av Arashi, andra JE artister samt tvserier.
Många tycker att man borde läsa böcker..men snark... jag somnar bara.. så varför inte roa sig så att man har kul samtidigt.
Att ta en promenad är oxå ett effektivt sätt. Dock har vintern kommit till Sverige!!
Och jag känner mig redan som en stel ispinne.
Men det är inget man kan ändra på..för det tillhör vintersäsongen. *it SUCKS*
Vintern måste vara den årstid jag hatar mest! Jag och vinterkyla = OVÄNNER!
men har man levt i Sverige hela sitt liv och varit med om denna otäcka årstid så är man van, fast att man varje år önskar att man kunde bo någon annanstans!

Det känns också som att koreanskan går långsammare än vad den gjorde i Korea.
Ja menar..här kör vi 80% svenska/engelska och 20% koreanska..
medan i Korea var det 99.9% koreanska. Man känner sig lite som en hamster som springer i ett hjul..det går bara runt runt.. varken höger eller vänster eller upp eller ner!
Sorligt men sant. Men ska bita ihop denna termin och försöka hitta något annat till våren~
Tiden rullar förbi fast att man ändå står still på en och samma ruta.
Jag saknar min klass på Ewha, jag saknar mina klasskompisar...jag saknar woorijib och jag saknar mitt vardagsliv~~
Inte för att det är fel på Sverige..för det har varit kul att komma hem oxå.. men jämför jag med SU och Ewha..så önskar jag nästan att jag aldrig skulle satt min fot på SU, nu när jag vet vad som finns där borta!

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I onsdags träffade jag Hea, och vi åt lunch på Kimama sushi, och pratade i flera timmar, det var kul, för det var grymt längesen som vi gjorde det~
Kimama's sushi var grymt god..och mycket bra wasabi ^^ den brände mycket skönt (O__o;) och öppnade upp alla porer..*Jag lovar~~ LOL*
Vi tog oxå en tur förbi japanska matbutiken på söder och handlade lite..

Igårkväll träffade jag Tiff och vi gick till Kimama ramen o käkade, ja vet..bara mat..men ^^
Det ar kul, då jag inte träffat Tiff på några veckor.. samt maten var super..
Ramen = LOVE. Denna gång prövade jag en enkel Sojaramen.. den var godare än jag trodde.
samt hade kimchi till...ett måste. Det enda jag saknade var gyoza, men orkade inte betala extra för det, då det var ganska dyrt. Ja menar.. i Japan kostar ramen ca 30-60 kr och gyoza mellan 15-30 kr.
Men i Sverige kostar ramen från. 100 kr och gyoza..ja..80-100kr!!
I alla fall, vi pratade en del om våra koreanska studier, framtid, jobb, koncerter, musik osv. Väldigt skönt att prata med någon som känner till ens situation och har "samma" intressen~
Sommar 2009 = DBSK, Arashi!? ^^ (dvs om vi har TUR)

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Snart är årets jobbigaste dagar här..fast i år ligger alla 3 inte efter varandra i alla fall!!
1. Farsdag, 2 födelsedag, 3 namsdag!!
Ja menar..i sig är det inte jobbit utan...normalt..
Men det där med att de ligger så tätt inpå är jobbigt. mina plånbok och bankkonto gråter!
Har fixat födelsedagspresent i alla fall, köpte den i Korea..haha ^^
men farsdag o namnsdag e klurigt..då jag bara har..ehm..100 kr kvar denna månad som jag kan spendera!!
Nå väl, det löser sig nog.. pappa kan få en finare julklapp kanske (^_^)




Dagens humör: Huvudvärk!?
Dagens ord: Believe
Dagens mat: 寿司 + ラメン (sushi + ramen)
Dagens låt: 嵐 - Beautiful days
Dagens tv-serie: 流星の絆 (Ryusei no Kizuna)