Fun x2

Yesterday I met up with Hanna-chan.
Haven't seen her for 2 months?! or something..
First we had dinner at Koreana..Bibimbap! (^__^)
After our dinner Hanna-chan came up with that we should hit the movies.
While at the cinema all movies started late however we decided to go anyway.. (My dad promised to pick me up at a underground station afterwards..since I had to wake up early for work the next morning)

We bought tickets for 17 again starring Zac Efron.
I think we laughed most of the time.. Hanna-chan and me have both Western and Asian sense of humour. Therefore we laughed more than the others..
I think some people found us strange because of that, but I'm sorry.. we had fun x2!
When I was in Asia I had the same problem, I laughed at things that they didn't laugh at..
Actually after a while people whispered "Why is she laughing?!"
Kinda embarrassing, still.. I can't help it!

The movie in itself was predictable, yet fun.. funny comments and scenes.
and Zac was so HOT when he came out of the car (at school) and took his jacket on! (^__^;;)
It's a movie worth watching if you want to have a great laugh.

However when it comes to buying a cinema ticket in Sweden, we all know how EXPENSIVE it is!
Why can't they lower the price? to half or something... more people would come and watch and they'd earn more money instead of having half the population downloading it on Pirate Bay!
Besides, it cost them same for them showing the movie to a half empty cinema auditorium.


A part from the laugh etc...
I was happy to go to the movies...
I havent seen a movie on a big screen for 2,5 moths! (lack of time, and money)
And.. going with Hanna-chan was fun..we always have fun when we hang out! (^__^)



Today's mood: Cheerful
Today's food: Bibimbap
Today's song: Super Junior - It's you

Eurovision Song Contest...

Eurovision Song Contest, really who likes it?
anyhow no matter what you think of it, you still watch it!?
It is something you won't say out loud still you watch it.. with your family, by yourself..or with friends.
It's like a small party in itself. and it isn't like there is anything better on TV anyway so..

This year everyone voted for Norway.
I'm sorry to say it.. but I hated the song (I can't even remeber the title or any of the lyrics or music)
and the guy who performed it.. OMG he's UGLY!!
Every single news paper and reporters are saying that he is so cute etc.
All I can see are 2 HUGE eyebrows and a violin.. and a BORING and LAME song!

But can whole Europe be wrong? MAYBE?

No matter Norway won.. great for them..
But.. should I continue watching it?
I donno.. I mean.. I say no.. still I end up watching it anyway..since I have nothing better to do!

Also the world is facing a ECONOMIC crizes still.. RUSSIA had to use I donno what but this Show was the most expensive in ESC history!!
And..was it worth it? NO! They should think about their own people who suffers or other people around the world instead of doing an expensive show! It isn't like it was the Olympics!!

Well it's finally over.. now we just have to "wait" another year!!
So what should we do until then?



Today's mood: lack of sleep
Today's Song: Super Junior - Love Disease
Today's food: Yakisoba

Summer is S E T ! !

Yesterday I got the final answer.. I'll get my 1 week vacation in August!
I'll celebrate my 21st birthday overseas this year too!! (^__^)v
However this year with family!
I'm gonna buy my planeticket today!
I'm looking forward to go to Hong Kong!! Never been there before so this will be awsome!
I should start planning how much money I can spend..lol!
I'd like to buy a new mobilephone, clothes, cd's etc...!!

It's going to be fun to see Naomi and Jase!!
And I thought my summer would be bad...guess I was wrong.
Summer vacation is set and "done"!


What else, this week is busy and I'm tired..
However I have been going to bed earlier for each night this week, Strange isn't it?
I should be more relaxed but no.. what should I do?

I finished the last episode of "LOVE SHUFFLE" last night..
Tanihara Shousuke was scary! Never seen him like that before!!
and I love all the P A N D A jokes!

Also, I'm in love with 슈퍼주니어(Super Junior)'s new song "너라고(It's you)"
The lyrics are a bit.. hmm.. middle/highschool?
but still they make it great! And the lyrics also reminds me of Hana Yori Dango/Boys over flowers and Doumyoji Tsukasas heart and mind (^__^;;)
I think I'm actually gonna buy the C version of this cd just to get that song! It will be my first Super Junior cd (^__-;)

My wallet is starting to get empty?!
Mango owes me 1000 sek!! which I should have got by now..if I don't get it by Friday I'll call them and complain!


Today's mood: Confused
Today's food: Seafoodpie
Today's music: 슈퍼주니어(Super Junior) - "너라고 (it's you)"

A small update!

So last Thursday I was at work... a bit stressed as usual.
well anyway.. my dad texted me and said that my parcel from Korea had arrived.
So after work I "rushed" home..in order to open it.

I got 2 dvds (Crossing + Honey to Clover), a knitted hood, white and cute earmuffs (sadly winter is over..) and a cd! (Younha's 3rd album)
and a scarf..HeeJung unni... THANK YOU!! it's really cute!!
also thanks for the letter.

I watched Crossing again, with Eng sub.. and I held all my tears back this time, it was not easy but I managed..I think?!

I love all the things I got, seriously, what would I do without my unni? or Cheonsa.. ^^



I'm so sleepy these days.. since I work every day. wake up early and go to bed late.
Kinda depressing life..nee ^^;;
My happiness is shows and music with Arashi! Last weeks episode of HNA and this weeks episode of ANS is LOVE LOVE LOVE
Arashi are the "love" of my life.. I know..hahaha
Their new single Ashita no Kioku/Crazy moon, is stuck in my head.
And also the main track for Matsujun's drama SMILE, sung by Shiina Ringo - Ariamaru Tomi, there are something with lyrics for all these 3 songs..!!


+ I have decided that I'm gonna buy a Wii Nintendo.. the question is WHICH day this month!?

And people are talking about Spotify..and how great it is..
I have to say IT SUCKS!!
I have it at work, but since we have a UK ip number I can't reach Swedish music and other music (UK,US,FR,Asian).. it really sucks!! If they have it on the system it should work..
and for some artists.. why a few songs but not all of them? CRAP system!!!


Today's mood: Cheerful
Today's food: Ceasar sallad
Today's music: Jenifer - Serre-moi

Jag har en ängel vid min sida!

Först måste jag säga en sak!!
Seriöst.. HeeJung unni är inte en vanlig kompis, inte en vanlig människa... hon e snarare som en ängel, en räddare i nöden.. ja ord finns inte!!
Att ha en sånn person nära en i livet är svårt att förklara, det är bara tacka och buga!!


I lördags var jag på Eurovillage och Sthlm 09 sessionen och träffade massa vänner.. en del som jag inte sett på 2.5-3 år!!
Grymt kul..o god mat!!
Fransmännen stod och stekte crepe!!! sen grekland o alla dess godsaker!
Fick med mig en hel BURK med fetaost av grekerna!!! (^_____^) <---- Ser du min lycka?

i söndags var jag till kyrkan för första gången på länge! Efter operationen har jag inte känt mig så pigg att gå, sen var jag i England men nu, Äntligen gick jag! det var kul.
Efter kyrkan träffade jag Lisan o shoppade..ja spenderade över 900, och lönen kommer på fredag!
På kvällen såg jag första avsnittet av Sakurai Sho's nya drama "The quiz show 2". Måste säga att Sho-chan var GRYMT snygg i sin vita "sjukhusklädsel" (^__^)

Måndag - Lämnade jobbet tidigare för att hinna till stadshuset och öppningsceremonin för EUP's 60e internationella session. Margot Wallström, Cecilia Malmström och Kronprinsessan Victoria var där!! Inte dåligt.
Jag gick dit tillsammans med Jing. Efter den långa invignings ceremonin bjöds det på mat uppe i gyllene salen (!?)


Idag kom den officiella nyheten att Johnny's (subgruppen) Tegomasu kommer till Sverige igen i slutet av maj!
Sist de var här var i 2006!! Var självklart och såg o träffade dem.. o nu är det dags igen!
Är inte sånt stort fan av dem egentligen, men gillar Tegoshi's röst.. o ja.. varför inte.. det är inte ofta killarna kommer på besök och dt e ju sjukt svårt att se dem i Japan!! JE o alla deras regler~!
Fast önskar att det vore Arashi istället!! m(_ _;)m


4 nätter i rad har jag drömt om DBSK's Kim Jae Joong.. mer om drömmarna kan du läsa i min LJ.
Måste bara säga.. Kim Jae Joong.. has a DEATH wish!!!


Har oxå insett att jag måste hålla min koreanska uppe.. dags att se massa filmer, serier och lyssna på musik, samt läsa!!
Måste tillbax dit en dag och studera klart, så att min koreanska är 100% perfekt..!
Sen kan jag köra 100% japanska! (^__^)




Today's mood: COLD (it's so cold at work..I freeeeeeze!!)
Today's food: Water (I'm on a strict diet)
Today's songs: YUI - Again & Big Bang - Na man barabwa (remix)

Tillbaks till vardagslivet

Jag antar att det är såhär det kommer vara i framtiden - jobb, jobb och ännu mer jobb!
Jag klagar inte utan jag har insett mitt nya liv! (^__^;)

Denna vecka har jag suttit med UAT o bara knackat in div saker och gjort det som Julie och Charlene mailat mig om..!!
Både roliga och tråkiga saker, men har o andra sidan lärt mig mycket!!

Jag har oxå börjat min nya diet!
Sen i tisdags har jag bara ätit 400 kcal och druckit vatten!
JO, visst är jag hungrig men inte så hungrig som jag trodde att jag skulle vara... jag ser ljuset i tunneln och det är oxå ljuset så får mig att inte lägga av!
Nu har jag chansen att börja träna o bli av med allt fett jag laggt på mig sedan jag slutade med handbollen! (Jag har dock snygga ben kvar - alltid något att hänga i julgranen)

Visst är det inte lätt när man sitter framför en dator hela dagen och när man kommer hem vill man bara sova.
Nej nu ska jag ordna upp det här en gång för alla!!
Jag ser alla mina asiatiska kompisar som e smala som pinnar!! dags att bli som dem!? (O___o)/"


För att inte bara hålla på med svåra saker så har jag hittat två nya japanska serier, スマイル (Smile) med Matsujun och ザ・クイズショウ (The quiz show 2) med Sakurai Sho!!
Såg första avsnittet av Smile idag och blev helt tagen! Hoppas bara att de kan hålla samma stil genom hela serien och inte bli som Ryusei no kizuna på slutet, då vet jag inte vad jag gör! (jag var sjukt besviken på slutet av Ryusei no kizuna)
Vad som är bra i övrigt är att de visas på fredagar och lördagar, då jag är ledig och har tid att kolla!
+ gillar tema låtarna till både Smile & The quiz show 2!!


Nej nu ere dags att sova~~

A full week

I have had a full week, last Sunday me and my department went to Guildford, England for training.
I was quite pumped up, since I havent been to England since 2007.
When we got to Heathrow we had to wait for an hour on Angelikki who came from Athens, Greece. And as soon as we came to our hotel we checked in and went to bed.
From Monday to Thursday, we were stuck in a training/computer room, so to say. and did various kinds of test, I have to say that my head kept on hurting since we didn't have much air in there.
In the evenings, we had dinners at various restaurant. I have to say, English food isn't the best, and their tabwater is something to avoid!

On Wednesday evening I rushed out of the office building and took a fast train to London.
In order not to miss the train I had to run to the right platform, and I had to compete with a footballer.. and I won!! His friends went: YOU lost against a GIRL!!
All I can say is, IT felt great..hahaha
In London I didn't have much time to shop, I only managed to get to Primark and Uniqlo, but it was better than nothing, I bought loads.

Uniqlo.. I love that store, wish we'd had it in Sweden too!! Primark as well!!
While I shopped around Uniqlo, Ji Seon unni came and we had fun.. had dinner, talked etc.
We had dinner at a Korean restaurant in Soho! HaemulDdeokbokki and Jajjangmyeon. (Seafood and spicy ricecakes + Black bean noodles)
It was so great seeing her, haven't met her since 2007!!
The evening went fast and soon I was back at Waterloo station trying to find my train to Guildford.

Regarding the hotel, great, I had a big room and a huge bed, but it was a bit uncomfortable, I woke up in the middle of the night every single night!
But I think it was because I usually only sleep 4-5 hours a night. and here I went to bed so early and that was why I woke up...

My brother kept on texting me from the US, seriously it was fun, but well.. it cost me 3,5 kr for each text and free of charge for him.. so guess where all my mobilemoney went!

Thursday afternoon and we head towards Heathrow, our driver decided to take a short cut, or well.. for me who sat in the back it felt like I was on the roller coaster of my life!!
His driving through the small villages was not a joke! I think we were close to crash at least 3-4 times!!

Great to be back home.. and next week more testing will be done!!


This weeks mood: Hyperactive
This weeks song: Kelly Clarkson - My life would suck without you
This weeks food: English food

Blind and high on painkillers

I måndags opererades jag för 3e gången och förhoppningsvis min sista.
Denna gång opererade de mitt friska öga.. don't ask why!
Men i alla fall, kom in tidigt till sjukhuset o kom in i ett rum som jag fick dela med 3 andra personer, två män o en äldre dam. Måste säga att det kändes märkligt, normalt brukar man serparera män o kvinnor på sjukhus, men antar att även ekonomiska krisen har satt sina spår där med.
Satte på mig VÄRLDENS fulaste sjukhuskläder..inkl. strumpor! Seriöst vart var kameran..!?
Aldrig känt mig fulare..haha

Well well.. sen fick jag ligga på en liten säng och sjuksköterskor sprang fram o tillbax och ställde en massa frågor, lovar de tog ALDRIG slut.
Vid halv 10 tiden körde de upp mig till en annan våning, och en sköterska satte drop i armen på mig och jag trodde att jag skulle DÖ!
Sist en människa satte en nål i mitt armveck så tryckte hon fel typ 2-3 gånger och sen dess hatar jag när folk rör mina armveck, tror tom att jag slagit folk som hållt mig där förlänge!
Men denna sköterska kunde sitt jobb och satte nålen mitt i prick så att säga.
Det enda som var jobbigt var att jag blev akut kissnödig och frågan ställdes i mitt huvud, Ska jag trycka på den röda larmknappen och fråga om det är okej att gå på toa, eller ska jag vänta.
Men med tanke på att jag inte kommer vara pigg efter operationen så tryckte jag in den, det skulle vara pinsamt om jag kissade på mig under uppvaket liksom.
Så sköterskan kom in och frågade vad som var fel... Fick gå på toa men fick släpa med mig drop och slangar..

Efter ett tag kom en annan sköterska och hämtade mig, eller snarare rullade iväg mig och min säng in i operationssalen.
Där fick jag byta säng till "operationsbordet" sedan satte narkossköterskan fast EKG och andra saker på kroppen.. tog blodtryck och div.
Sedan kom resten av teamet in och hälsade, efteråt satte de in sömnmedlet i en av slangarna + att jag fick andas in gas, och somnade.
Efter någon timme slog jag upp ögonen som en raket och undrade vart jag var...
UPPVAKET.
Men inte nog med att vakna.. jag kände att jag hade en slang i näsan också som jag inte hade en aning om vad det var för slags slang.
Hostade till och en sköterska poppade upp framför mitt ansikte, kan nämna att jag knappt såg något just då.

Ännu en gång fick jag en massa frågor men jag var inte så pigg på att svara utan stängde bara ögonen. Och sa att jag var trött.
Efter någon timme så tog de bort slangen ur näsan och skjussade ner mig till rummet som jag hade checkat in i under morgonen, där fanns också mamma, som kommit från jobbet.
Kan säga att jag var borta och bara stängde ögonen igen och somnade.
Efter någon timme blev jag väckt igen, denna gång för att äta. Tog en tugga sen trodde jag att jag skulle spy och la mig ner igen o sa till dem att inte väcka mig förrän jag vaknade själv.
En timme till gick tills mamma puttade på mig och sa att jag inte kunde sova utan var tvungen att vakna, hade velat slå till henne men hade inga krafter.. så det var lika bra att lyda mamma.
Åt upp mackan och drack ett glas juice, gick på toa.. och försökte att öppna mitt ny opererade öga, vilket inte var lätt. En sköterska kom in och tvättade rent ögat som var fylld av torkat blod och annat kladd.

Vid 3 tiden kunde vi checka ut och gå hem. Dock fick vi vänta 30 min på en taxi.
När vi satt där nere höll jag på att spy, så fick lägga mig ner på en soffa medan vi väntade.
Väl hemma sa jag hej till pappa som var hemma.. och sedan gick jag och la mig och vaknade efter några timmar, dvs när värktabletterna slutat verka!
Fick juice och nya sedan kom pappa in med lite mat.. inte hungrig men tvungen att äta.
Dagen slutade med mer sömn.

Första dagarna hemma har bara bestått av sömn, varit halvt blind och käkat en massa värktabletter.
Mitt öga är helt rött (dvs det som ska vara vitt)..
Jag liknar de läskiga figurerna i skräckfilmer! Mamma och pappa har sagt att de inte orkar kolla på mig allt för länge bara för att jag är så röd.
Det kliar och rinner och jag får inte röra ögat, då blir det 1 miljon gånger värre...

Idag gick jag utanför dörren för första gången och det höll på att bli den sista också.
Trots att jag tejpade ögat och kollade noga kom en fartdåre och försökte köra ihjäl mig!!
Kan säga att JAG GICK MOT GRÖNT!!!!! och bilen, Ja har ingen aning.. men jag kan oxå säga att jag väntade innan jag började gå, kollade åt vänster och höger..innan jag satte foten i gatan.


Är trött på att vara ensam hemma och är sjukt uttråkad.. är dock glad att jag kan se mer och mer för varje dag.
OCH imorn kommer Lisan o Sally över på "lunch" + vi ska se på film...



Dagens humör: Uttråkad och blind
Dagens meny: Juice + värktabletter
Dagens låt: 지선(JiSun) - 어떡하죠(Ottokhajyo)

Half the week is gone already

Yesterday I cut off my hair..
I can say.. I have never had this short before, but know what!?
I LOVE IT!
I thought my parents was going to freak when they saw me (they like me with longer hair)
but to my surprise they like it too!!

After lunch I met up with Liz and she tried to help me out with my maths problem, it didnt work that well..
then at class in the evening I asked my teacher, and he helped me out..!! :)
Exam on Saturday.. gaaah.. I'm gonna fail!! (_ _)
After class, I came home, ate miso soup, my new dinner..and breakfast.
miso soup and an egg (cooked or fried)

Today I went to the hospital and talked to some doctors and walked around... so I will know where to go on monday and what will happen to me.
Yepp.. Sugery on monday.. it's gonna hurt (_ _) and I'm scared already, plz someone save me!
Next week I'll probably spend most time in bed, resting and doing N O T H I N G !!

Studdied for the rest of the day~~ give me a break!?
and hmm.. listened to SuJu's new song "Sorry Sorry".. I hate it so much.. is this a comeback song??
I don't think so.. it's rather a turn-off song!!

Tomorrow I start my new job.. hope it will be fun and interesting! (^__^)



Today's mood: Scared
Today's food: Miso soup and egg
Today's song: Kate Voegele - It's only life

A dream come true..

You know when you see something, something that you really want but inside you do know you won't be able to buy it.
Whenever you come across the store you look inside and wish that someday you will be able to buy it, still that day is FARaway.

I have to say.. this day.. the day when I could afford my dream came true!
It might sound stupied but for me.. it's the first time I have ever been this happy over a piece of clothing.
Today I went to Naturkompaniet with my dad and bougth a Fjällräven jacket (Swedish brand).
It cost 2000 sek (around 220 USD). To be honest it is the most expensive jacket I ever bought in my life.. with MY own money.

And why was I able to do so?? well.. I got a NICE paycheck this month from my various part-time jobs.

After my purchase me, dad and mum went to a Korean restaurant and had dinner, I paid.
My time to pay back what my parents done for me...
Mum and dad thought I spent a fortune in one day but they were happy that their daughter wanted to buy them dinner~~
I was happy too~ nice company and great food.


Today's mood: Sleepy and HAPPY
Today's song: Σάκης Ρουβάς(Sakis Rouvas) - Σ'έχω Ερωτευθεί (S'eho Erotefthi)
Today's food: Bibimbap + Kakdugi

Wow~~

As I said or wrote last time..
I got a job at EA (Electronic Arts) and today I got an email from my future boss, Manne, and he told me to clear my schedule and have April 6-9 avaliable!!

And why??

Well... we are going on a business trip to ENGLAND, to a small town 20 min from London!!
Guess how excited I am.. I mean I haven't been in England since 2007 so this is MAJOR.. since I have wanted to go back but no time or money..!
+ I havent even started working there yet and already I'm off on a buisness trip!!
How coool is that!!

It seems like my luck is turning onto the good side!! which I'm happy about..
but it also makes me wonder why...?!


Today's mood: Cheerful
Today's song: 김현중(Kim Hyun Joong) - 내 머리가 나빠서

YEEEEEEEEEES, I GOT IT!!

Last Wednesday when I was on my way to class I got a phonecall from Jonas (my boss)..
He told me I got the job at Electronic Arts aka. EA(games), you know the company that produces all various kinds of videogames, such as Fifa, The sims etc~~

I went on interviews at EA twice, within a week, However I didn't think I'd get it, since there were many who applied!!
At the second interview I had to do two tests too..
1. Speak in Danish
2. solve problems by using Microsoft office Excel.
Not so difficult just that I have been used to the Swedish Excel and not English + I have forgotten quite alot since I don't use Excel everyday~

Anyhow.. they chosed me! (^___^)

*YATTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA*
*I MADE IT*

The department I'm gonna work for is a brand new department..
They are going to merge all Nordic countries together and have Stockholm as they head office..
My job is supposed to have contact with the other Nordic countries - Denmark, Norway, Finland.. and probably Iceland and Germany. And also with resellers and various warehouses~
About stock, new products... etc.

The great thing about this job is the paycheck.. I mean.. I can't lie that I'm not happy about that too.. lol
I didn't know how much I'd get until I got the job... but when Jonas told me, my mouth went all wide open (However ONLY in my mind.. lol)

March 11 is the day I begin.. and until then I'll work with various things.. + study..

Let the countdown begin...


A special THANK YOU to JiSeon unni for praying for me!
and the support, good luck wishes, congratulations from Lisan, Tipeu, Sally, mum, dad, Mickey, Heejung unni, Nancy, Sohyun, Hearan, Sayuri unni etc~


Today's mood: Total happiness
Today's food: Lingonberry mousse + Dark chocolate cake from IKEA (^__^;)
Today's song: YUI - CH.E.RRY

Jag tror att jag fått ett jobb!!

Igår var jag riktigt seg och på väg till kvällskursen ringde en kille från Academic work som sa att EA (Electronic Arts) - de som för data/tvspel ville erbjuda mig jobbet jag sökt~~

*JIPPI* tror jag ^__^ har velat ha ett jobb ett bra tag nu och det här är ett heltidsjobb så det ska nog bli bra.
Ska till Academic imorn eftermiddag och prata med dem...



Ser ut som att mitt olycka vänder!
Bara det med operationen dock, måste prata med dem om det... hoppas det är okej.
Ja menar..jag måste ha den operationen...



Just nu sitter jag på mitt "andra jobb" och fryser..jag fattar inget? jag har skruvat upp värmen men INGET händer... det känns som att sitta i en IGLOO!!
Dessutom går inte jobbet som jag vill... dvs människorna svarar inte...
Och man undrar vad de får betalt för..!?
Snart är det dags för lunch... dagens meny ärtsoppa och pannkakor..haha ^__^
Det har jag inte ätit ärtsoppa på, ehm.. 10 år?! eller något sånt, ska bli kul att testa ^__^



I eftermiddag, efter jobbet ska jag förmodligen träffa Hearan som jag inte sett på 3 veckor, pga jag haft jobb osv och inte haft tid att träffas~~ så det ser jag fram emot!


Och imorn.. ska jag träffa Sally och Lisan... (^__^)


Today's mood: Snoozy
Today's food: Ärtsoppa och pannkakor (så svenskt det kan bli en torsdag)
Today's song: Arashi - Happiness

Stressed?

I woke up this morning with a HUGE pimple on my chin..
Gaah LIFE sucks, and strange enough I don't where it came from, I mean I haven't eaten any weird food or anything so it's a surprise..and I don't know what to do with it..
But well.. it's a new friend!
My new STRESS friend!!



Got to work early and I have to say it is so boring, I feel like I'm gonna D I E ! !
I mean of course I get a nice paycheck when my work is done, however it doesnt really give me a challenge which makes it all boring and..well..not so much fun.



Today I sent off my order to 희정언니(HeeJung unni), my clothes, earmuffs and muffles~
my wallet will be emty but it's fine.. at least I will get something nice back (^^)
Next paycheck = order Fly to the sky's album and Arashi calendar, I have the FTTS cd on my computer but the cd is so great that I want to buy it...!!


I also got an email from さゆり언니(Sayuri unni), she got the b-day gift I sent her.. (^__^) I hope she'll like it! She even sent a photo of her holding the package..so cute!!!
언니~ 난 널 보고 싶어~~~~~~ (T0T)


Tomorrow I have to go back to EA for a second job interview... I do hope I get it.. would really need the money, but I want it to start NOW...so WISH me Good Luck! (^0^)
+ tomorrow afternoon = WORK.. and a bigger paycheck..haha
maybe not so much larger, but a bit..!
Soon I will also have my surgery and I won't be able to work for 1-2 weeks, then if I get the scholarship..I'll be out of here...and be re-united with my Tipeu unni (^__^)
What do we aim for this summer... SM audition (^__^) + we added SoHyun to our new group..so it's "TipeuAroooSH" ~~lol



Today's mood: On the joke side
Today's song: 소녀시대(So nyeo shi dae - SNSD - Girls generation) - Gee
Today's food: dry fish~
Today's highlight: 꽃보다 남자(Boys over flowers) Episode 13 (season 2)!!

Sleep..Sleep...

Hah.. You wish.. or maybe.. I wish!
I need more sleep~~
This week I have been working part-time here and there..and done other things such as studying..and well.. I don't really sleep well either.. I don't know why, and well I guess that's why I feel like I need more time, Is it possible to extend the day with a few extra hours!?

Well, this "weekend" started off at Lisans house.. making a big "pancake cake" (^__^) and making/folding stars.. yepp you heard it right..!!
((What comes into my mind is 김현중(Kim Hyun Joong) saying: "my name is star" [나는 별이야]))
Me, sally and Lisan sat in her kitchen until 11.30, that will say until my parents came and gave me and Sally a ride home (^^)
Tired after woking the whole day at "Swedish tourist organisation" I fell a sleep when I came home~

Saturday = Valentines day.. depressing or!? (^__^;)
On my way into city with mum, I got a call from Fredrick영웅오빠..whom I had totally forgotten about!
We were supposed to meet up but since he didnt call me during the week I made other plans.. ^^ anyway..we'll meet in April instead~~
Me and mum havent really done much together since I came back from Korea, so we decided to go to the movies and watch "Australia"
Evening = family night home.. nice and quiet~~
and listening to 플라이 투 더 스카이(Fly to the sky)'s new album.. it is a totally LOVE!!!! I love all songs on the album!! never done that before with any album in my life..I think!?

Today was another "work" day.. On a Sunday? Yes..!! Didn't really have a choice either.. just better get it done..
I also watched the latest ep. of 우리 결혼했어요(We got married), and the parody of 꽃보다 남자(BoysOverFlowers)..haha.. it was so much fun to watch!!
and I talked to my Tipeu.. I miss ya! and if I come.. you better share bed.. what's up with your selfishness (^__^;)
I also got an email from 희정언니(Heejung unni) regarding order cloths, earmuffs etc.. will answer her on Tuesday.. or so..
and..hmm.. I need to order some stuff from Kyobo...Tipeu..give me your address!!


Today's mood: in need of coffee mood
Today's food: Pancake cake
Today's music: Fly to the sky - Vol.8 Decenium - 눈물아 미안해, Close to you, 술, 줄겨찿기, 사랑이겠지, Good girl, Song for you, 가버려 너, 온음표, 마지막 기도~~

Will I overcome my fear!?

The searching job thing..is HARD!!
Please help me out, Please give me a fulltime job!! I want to decide when to go to Korea, probably in May..but now, it is a bit unsure~~

You see~~

Today my doctor called, and I found out that I will have a surgery in March.
It's scary.. it will be my third time. (third time is a charm..right?)
However I'm scared already, All the fear I had last time (when I was 9 years old), it all came back! And when I was 9 yrs all the fear from when I was 3 yrs old came back.. so I guess..now I feel fear from both times!
However I need to have this surgery, but I'll probably cry all the time.. even just before they will drug me I'll probably cry like a baby!
This sugery, it is for my own good, and I have decided to get it myself since it will help me in the future by having it, (all that kind of crap I do know~)
Seriously I don't know how to express myself.. because the fear and pain just grows~
....

Someone...help me!!!!!!!
m(_ _;)m

Why wasn't I born with healthy eyes?!


Today's mood: Empty
Today's song: 嵐(Arashi) - Beautiful days

On my own~

This weekend I sort of spent with myself..
Didn't do anything special just relaxed, cooked food for my parents and watched a drama~

I guess I have been working too much and not sleeping as much~
You can see the bad combination!
So I guess I got a me-weekend!!


Back to the drama I finished watching:
마지막 춤은 나와 함께 (Majimak chumeun nawa hamkke) - Save the last dance for me!
I have wanted to see this drama for years but never had the chance.
But thanks to Tiffy now I have been able 2!
I have to say that the sub SUCKED!!
but on the other hand it was great to see JiSung once again!! he is smoking~ (^__^;)
The themesong is also one of my reasons for watching! It really gets you in the mood~
It's a wonderful drama..!!



Korean Version


English version

Today's mood: Gloomy
Today's food: Kimchi Jjigae
Today's Song: 마지막 춤은 나와 함께 OST(Save the last dance for me OST)
Today's Photo:

JiSung

The time suddenly arrived

We have known it for a few months.. Tiffy will be off to South Korea.

On Tuesday after work I went to Tiffy's house and had a late lunch.. we chatted, watched various clips etc..

And later we had dinner and Liz and Pernilla also stopped by~

Suddenly.. The day came!! Everything went so fast~

Thursday Jan 29!!!

After work I went home and lay down in bed and watched a movie..and just let my mind go around in circles (My work is killing me, but at least I get a nice paycheck!)

In the afternoon I went to Tiffy's house..for the last time (this year)

Liz was there and later Sally joined us~

We ate Ddeokbokki, talked, wrote a review for DBSK's Love in the ice..and also helped Tiffy packing some of her stuff~

The time kept on going and around midnight we sat in her kitchen, drinking green tea, and watched varous DBSK concerts~

At 1am I was so tired so I layed down on 3 chairs and tried to get some sleep, besides I was going to have a jobinterview in the morning~

Around 4am we started to say our goodbyes.. I couldn't believe it.. Tiffy going!!!

After she went out to the airport we (L,S and me) went to Liz place and went to bed~

Saturday Jan 31

I woke up at 10.. just to be able to call to HeeJung unni in Korea and see if she met up with Tiffany..

They had found each other!! (^^) and they seemed to get a long!!

They were walking around in Jongno area..and tried to find a phone.. I suggested them to go to Yongsan, but we'll see!

And..HeeJung unni liked her gift.. I bought her a t-shirt! (^^)

I miss my HeeJung unni and Korea..and I'm jealous that Tiff gets to spend time with her.. I want it tooooo!!! (^^;)

When I started my computer I saw that I got a email from Arum Unni, she will leave to Switzerland next week~

So I hope we will be able to meet up somewhere soon~~

I miss my Arum unni too!!!

Today's mood: Gloomy

Today's food: Kimchi jjigae

Today's song: SS501 - Bye bye

Today's photo:

Me and HeeJung Unni in Gyeongju 2008

The reason why I stopped!

I used to love it.. really I did love it!
I had so much fun and so on until one day I realized that if you want to get a head you need to well.. pay! in various ways..

You can't be pure and simple.. you have to be something! or have connections~
However you don't have to be smart or really do anything as long as others can use you!!
Some people also think that because they have a title they are better than others! HAH!! what a lie seriously you are so low.. it is beyond the 0!!
But if it makes you happy go ahead!

Say one thing.. and do another..
Believe in various things without checking it.. or telling it is someone else fault however in real it's YOURS!! you are just to afraid to say it out loud because you want people to believe that you are a nice person~
Like they say "Fool me once shame on you..Fool me twice shame one me"

So..well I don't care anymore.. I'm not like YOU who only have one thing in mind.. besides.. what are you really?!
To put effort in things in order to help you..I did it once but to do it again? NO THANKS!!
Do you want to know what you really are?? a POWER eating monster!!

Maybe you can fool many people but not me!
I don't care if you are more popular.. in the end.. you are F A K E ! !
And if you can live with it.. fine by me.. but I DO KNOW who you are and one day.. others will found out, believe it or not.

Why be a part of a "I'm so cool, I'm better than you, I have more power than you-club"
Please grow up.. and look at things with various views!
I really hope you will~ because I feel sad that you just use people.. I feel sad for everyone you use and get hurt! because they thought you were a nice person! but at least you are not that smart.. I mean you have shown you true face more than once even though you don't know it!
Too bad for you! Lucky me/us!
Also..sometimes when you have shared thoughts about people WHO you think have something to give and the people who doesn't~
Really YOU ARE STUPIED!! You look for the easy-going who says a lot of things (and sounds positive and can fix it all) but in the end doesn't do anything!
While the ones who are smart and quiet who gets things done.. them you just throw away!

You stand in front of a crowd and say how much believe and support you have given for various things, but really what you do is that YOU take credit for other people's work!
A work they have been working on day and night in order to please you.. since YOU had been against since day one! and telling them how much they suck and how it is supposed to be done if you were the one in charge! but darling THEY did the job better than you but somehow you act like a boss of everything.. even when you are a "guest" you take the charge and think you are the boss!
WHAT the heck is WRONG with YOU???
The ones who has made everything come true doesnt even gets a real thank you! they get the "Thank God you made it or I would have kicked you out"
- Does glory means so much to you??
- Making you feel important does that means so much to you?

Let me give you a small advice..See people for what they really are! I promise.. it's worth it!
+ what you are doing... it's supposed to be a interest/fun thing to SHARE with others, MANY OTHER people not an exclusive group as you treat it.. This is not a life and death thing!

Maybe you can't see my new interest and how fun it is..
and how fun it is to meet REAL people.. I mean you are living in a fantasy world so you don't see it.
People who doesnt USE other people to get what they want..
Giving people are the ones to trust.. friendship/relationships is about GIVE and TAKE

I do know people who still follow you..
and people you think are something.. but in real life and society my dear...
they are just like you NOTHING!
Maybe you have a name.. well.. congratulations..
But do not think for a sec that it gives YOU the right to treat others like you do!!
I have met people who are 10000000 times better than you~
Same name, education..status but they have something you don't have COMMON SENSE!
That makes them much richer and better than you! and that shows once again how low and disgusting you are!

I quote Heidi Klum: 1 day you are in.. the next you are out!
But being OUT it's not a bad thing.. it's actually better than being IN! and have to be around you!
However when you tell people are OUT them it to their face or an email.. and not keep shut and make people wonder!!
I think that is the worst! but well.. you are the WORST!


If I get the chance to hit you.. I will~
If I get the chance to spit you in the face.. I will~
If I get the chance to show the rest who you really are.. Show them what you really are made of!!.. I will~

Time to fix~

It's time to fix~

1. a fulltime job
2. better skin!!! (my skin is so dry!!!)

So in order to progress.. I have been sending out my CV to various places and I hope and pray that I will get an answer from someone.
But to get a job is not easy~ (_ _)

Then.. because of this cold and bad weather my skin goes ****!
It's so dry.. it amazing in some ways.. didn't know it could happen.
So today I bought loads of creams for superdry skin and I hope my skin will turn back to normal!


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Today I got DBSK new single Bolero..
I didn't like Bolero at first (Radio rips) but the more I listen the more I LOVE it!
However 忘れないで(Wasurenaide - Don't forget) is my fave!!
Wonder how they would sound in Korean~

Also.. What am I gonna send Sayuri.. it's her B-day next month.. but at the moment I'm caught in the middle..hmm.. think think think~

Time to sleep, got to work tomorrow!


Today's mood: Tired
Today's food: Greek food
Today's song: DBSK/TVXQ/THSK - Bolero